momentswrittendown♥

couldnt go to sleep last nite, so i thought id right it down in advance. and when i got a chance tonite.. while ur not online.. give you this offline message. bcos im too scared to tell you in person or even when ur online.. afraid youd reply... then id never be able to finish.

but during the dae things we did things we say kept making me think.. should i still do it ? -sighs- but then while i was mingling thru my thoughts in teh shower i thought : if i didnt see him offline the moment i signed in ? il do it. but im too scared to: so here it goes

i dunro when this started, but i realised we rally dont talk animore... im pretty sure im not the only ones who realised it, & im sure if we mentioned it, others could say they saw this happen. I remember when i said this to you before.. & you replied you wer just busy or w.e & that i should never let that thought in my head bcos... then i realised im the selfish frend... & that it still wont leave my mind how we used to talk alot about everything and nothing but now, sometimes or eevn not often... we may manage a hi or bye..

im so glad at least you have peopel like J + L etc taht you still talk to.. i dunro if its just me? or .. have we drifted apart?

I know i wouldnt be able to pull of telling you this in person ... & thats why i have arrived at ths. Hope your not maad. bcos frends are honest.. and i guess i just needed you to know ?
You promised we wont get mad at each other? I proved you rong.. bcos i was kinda mad at us being so busy that we dont even talk animore.. But w/e right? ... nothing can be done now