i thought it was inevitable that i'll never see you on a pedestal after waht you did to A. but after todae, i almost forgot and i still hoped for you to fit in and become and understand another part of my world. im shy around you, bcos in a while wer still too civil to be good frends, but it changes. at least im not nervous to talk to you animore. but im suprised that i actually didnt see you in a different light. or maybe its jsut bcos i dont know you well enouugh. its inevitable that when A is around things mite be seen differently, but during this time while he wont be? i hope it leaves us time to be better frends :) bcos i want to build a real frendship with you and not just bcos your a frend of some1 that is dear to me even tho somehow you did hurt him as a frend too.
theres some gap that i cant quite locate, its like i dont feel totally at ease when we hang out. but heeey~ i hope we'll fix that :)
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