its cold

i dunro if tis just me ? or its cold or something..
but i feel like the hole in my haert where you useta stand ? is letting a lotta cold air thru... its not like my haert is cold now ... bcos that will be very sad... but its missing soemthing :C

fcuk this shit

im delete-ing everything >:C

every message, every msn convo, everything!

stuff you for being a pussy and not hack-ing it like a man. and being a woman about it and not talk-ing it through. exams are no excuse. if im man enough to talk about it so should you! at the end of the dae? im nt gna go soft and make excuses for myself nor you. this is it. im not gna try and save anything. im prepared to see it get ugly, crash and burn.

dont come crawl-ing back saying ' sorry bby, and all that shit ' bcos im not tak-ing it animore. ' im gna make it up to ' fcuk this. im gna wait how creative you get with ur apologys before i tell it to your face that its fckn gna stop right here.

this is waht i call ; a pretty BIG FAT mistake with a beautifully UGLY end-ing !

life sucks balls ALL the time.

im trying really hard i promise...

seems like a tonn of bricks just fell on top of me. now i finally knnow how humpty dumpty felt when he fell off that wall... he broke his head, but i broke my heart.

at least his head was hollow, so he didnt loose much. but yehh...

" its sad when ppl you know bcome pple you knew, when you can walk right past some1 like they wer never a big patr of your life, how you used to be able to talk for hours and how now you can barely even look at them. its sad how times change"

life sucks balls all the time...

i guess whn you take some1s love for granted, you loose a lot more than you expect. but, i hope its just some stupid phase, bcos ive realised life without some1 like you to make me dae IS really dull...

and waiting eevrydae for you to make my dae sure ruins every other dae you dont turn up.