refreshing

omgoodness, according to a certain somebody i havent posted since camp xP

welllll ; camp .. was fun. lol lets keep it that way. alotta silly things happend.. things wer done very irresponsibly but thats okay. part of the atmosphere of camp :)

a couple of daes ago, i was singing... " who am i " in the shower. & i realised.. even at church.. we have trends of songs we sing

usually bcos of the tune. sometimes becos of the lyrics... but the lyrics and music get numb and boring after a while.. so we move on to new ones..

but the thing that hit me the hardest was :

everytime i sit in silent and think about those lyrics... and put my heart into praising the almighty GOD.... i cry.. on the inside and out.

" who am i , that the LORD OF ALLL THE EARTH .. will CARE TO KNOW MY NAME !? "

His sooo wonderful... but sometimes He feels like a trend... just something we do. Ive felt a while ago... the burning and urge to serve Him in everyway.. but now i honestly admit... ive lost it.

kinda tired out.

But thats hopefully gna change soon... i wanna be motivated for the RIGHT THINGS FOR THE RIGHT REASON..

but as they say: " if u dont know how it feels to be negative, youd never recongise the positive when it hits you "

so thanks to the ppl who stuck with / put up with me even when things fell super downhill lately... your the frends i dont deserve

iloveyous....