♥

hehe you make my dae like everydae :)

love people who :

-rings up just to say hi ^^

-texts to see how your going

-does crazy things to make you smile

-looks up funny jokes just to entertain you

-offers a shoulder to cry on

-bashes ppl who make you cry

& encourages your every dream so maybe one dae you can reach that goal together :)

stfu

im sorry im so immature...
im sorry im so childish
im sorry our frendship was just like any other... and needed to end on a bad note

but... your the one who started it you retard ! be a man and own up ! _angryyyface-

yehh.. i was being gay and carrying on but ... i just needed to be alone you know ? i needed to give you that cold shoulder for a reason... and now youve built a wall...

rome wasnt built in a dae... wellll, maybe YOU can ! given you could build a massively thick wall within seconds...

if loosing a frend lke me was a subject at skool ? gosh ur talented, A++++++++ without even studying buddie ! *%^&%$##@!#

i felt teary todae when the speaker talked about temptation... & how our B&S in Christ are holding each other accountable..

and how temptation is so mighty and deceptive..

he kept repeating.. how he wouldnt be waht he was without his BASinC ... and how astray he wouldnt been without God and everything...

well, i did actually think about it.. and it did kinda make me cry

imagining it without you guys is kinda ... scary...

and imagining just leaving it all behind and not seeing yous again is scary too ...

wonder if that'll ever happen...

if we'd ever loose contact one dae or maybe that one dae isnt even far at all... bcos ive realised once u recongise the relationship you have with ppl, usually it falls apart... bcos you expect that little more.

having a perfectly good thing is precious... but not until recently ? ive realised, having too much of a perfectly good thing is very draining..

but pulling out of it is just a complete sign of stupidity...

you know that one smell , or that one song that brings up all these crazy memories? well, todae i found a new song and a new memorie to go with it.

if you read this , maybe you wanna pay this song a visit :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyGNfbKkMVE

but if u dnt wanna or in a rush, here are the lyrics ; maybe theyd mean something to you to ? maybe youd getta create ur own memory that guys with the song :

http://www.elyricsworld.com/angel_cry_lyrics_mariah_carey_ft_ne-yo.html

sorry... was gna paste it out but it didnt paste in columns..

P.S. on a more .. serious note..

dont u feel like you seek for approval from , elders, parents or watever.. and their not even listening? but their the ppl who u want the support from the most ? but watever.. everitime i tell her shes not even listening to me.. she ignores it.

guess sometimes parents just dont understand aye. :l

aaaah, why you wanna do that to me. you drive me crazy xP

last yr we wer all like ckool. then kinda angry at each other bcos you hadta leave. & awkward on teh last dae bcos im really bad at goodbubbies..

& even during the holidaes, we didnt say a word. but now that wer talking agen, i miss you liek crazy bro ><

reallly wished you wer here... but you seem to be enjoying yourself. so im happy for you <3

on a more sers note..

: to some1else ,

i learnt to be completely honest. & honesty did pay off when i told you i missed us being bros.. but now that ive sed this.. it hasnt really made a difference... bcos i secretly know our frendships slipping away..

i know you told me you still luffed me no matter, but why does it seem like your a different person ? wished it was still the same.

watevers. i can only go uphill when youve touched the bottom rite?

some things you havta admit, some things you havta accept..
some things you havta let go of and some things you just lie to yourself about bcos it makes you feel that little bit more worthy of it all..

some things, YOU think is reasonable.. some things others think its a big deal...
one dae... just one sundae surely wasnt too overboard? surely it wasnt too unreasonable ? but here there are .. 10 billion voices telling me what to do with my life..

yeh i sound stubborn and stupid and unreasonable but watever. i just wanted to get away from it all and its not like i even do it on a regular basis... how many ppl dont turn up to sundae skool bcos they dont feel like it or decided to sleep in ? and here i am.... once in i dunro how many years.. i get told off for it...

but watever...

sersly didnt think anyone would notice so it didnt matter? but the one time they did? it HADTA be this tiem.. yehh.. it feels like some game Gods playing with me ... but i dont wanna give in just yet..