urban dictionary entry O4FEB2O1O

some1 put me on urban dictionary..
okokay make im being ego-istic , maybe its not about me butttt~

mr/ms mysterious person? thanks ? but its very scary. please fess up :)

♥

hehe you make my dae like everydae :)

love people who :

-rings up just to say hi ^^

-texts to see how your going

-does crazy things to make you smile

-looks up funny jokes just to entertain you

-offers a shoulder to cry on

-bashes ppl who make you cry

& encourages your every dream so maybe one dae you can reach that goal together :)

quickfastforward/rundown

quick fast forward, bcos i havent blogged in a while xP

grad wasnt great. but vinhhhhh + nayfun + kenken came , so i guess they made the dae alot better :)

then we had thai food with alice+ anfunny , and A+V+N+K & me went to watch " invention of lying"

yuhp yuhp fastforward...

me&anfunny wer planning to watch moovies at his place, but couldnt bcos mothers cannot comprehend that a girl & a boy in a house can just be frends/siblings...

my goodness...

ummmm fast forward agenn ...

wer doing KK ( kris kringle ) omgosh, i dont get why they dont call it CC ( CHRIS cringle ? ) like CHRIStmas? but watever lol

& hannah helped me decide i was gna do a scrapbook... and now im in a mess lost in all these fotos of " K " bcos yehh...

man sometimes i think to myself.. omgosh i feel lke a stalker.. having soo many fotos printed off of him.. hmm i wonder if the photo lady thought i was insane.. or like in love with him or something..
ehwww LOL

anyway.. i got myself into this messs so yehh...

well tomorrow is the big dae. the dae that the hsc results come out :)

how excitable... but im kinda anxious as well... in two years taht me .. heh

but more anxious bcos im worried for some odd reason they made not get the marks they deserve or hoped to get... but iloveyoubros & i pray for the best !

i want to be spammed with text in the morning or called liek crazy bcos yous have GOOD news to tell me.. but ill cry with you if anything goes wrong, bcos i promised id probably be equally devistated..

heres my rundown of my life atm... lol felt like i was jotting them down bcos im scared id forget but hey ;) my brains too important to remember little things like my past

peace & im out !

NEWTHINGS :)

Lalalala~ feel like i wanna say something, not quite sure waht it is... so here goes nothing :)

New things are exciting, waiting for things are boring. But when you get that thing/event/person coming up ? your less excited. when youve got it, its nice & new and MAYBE even confusing for a while, but later? its JUST another thing youve got.

heres an example : me&a super close bro of mine were texting like nearly everydae of the christmassy / nye-y typa peirod til like heaps late every nite & it was coming close to my birfdae !

we wer super excited on boxing dae and even the dae after, listing allllll the wishes / presents / crazy things we could do together when skool started agen. but when it came close to midnight ? i was kinda disapointedly sad ? & he understood why ( hehe bcos his awsome )

when it comes to your birfdae, youd get millions of text messages, maybe heaps of presents, a nice cake.. ppl who dont talk to you will suddenly wanna be your frend, and youd be flooded with kisses & hugs ( all these things are tremendous & beautiful & awsome )

but the moment its 00:01 AM its no longer YOUR time to shine, could be anyone, BUT you ?
birfdaes are fabulous, but its just like everyone brings your hopes up into the sky and then it drops like a rollercoaster that doesnt come back up agen the next dae.

wow, i think i just made birfdae sound so sadd, but yehh :)

thats how i felt last yr. bcos on my birfdae it just felt like any other dae, & im not so sure what a birfdae is suppose to feel like animore. i dont remember xP

everytypa-personinmylife:)

Yay, bro your back todae ! i truely truely truely missed you my bestest homiie ! All my worries and sadness have vanished and evaporated since i saw you this morning ^^ hehe ily ♥

yeshterdae, i received an email for devotion. It was not titled, nor did it contain 3 receivers. Only me. Left me thinking, has things changed? or maybe its just me.

But i guess, devotion is suppose to be a personal thing. So even tho i was cut a little bit inside, im still relieved that im doing this. BECAUSE AT FIRST, i needed the push, needed the constant nagging to get something done, but slowly it became about who i did it with, not WHO im doing it for. So this is a wake up call for me :)

BUt, even on sundae nite. Someone told me how much they valued the company of 'the4ofus' because she has read how in your spiritual walk, there needs to be taht inner group to share ur deepest worries + spiritual experiences.

well, iloveyouguys ♥♥♥ (1 haert for yous each) and i guess, this is one particular part of my routine i wanna alwaes keep.

Todae is alwaes the original date of my piano exam... i completely forgot about it until gabs played piano in rollcall.... i felt kinda ashamed and not as relieved as i first was wen i escaped. I wanna button for me to replay my life if i didnt quit and bravely stepped into the exam, and how proud i would be to see myself walk into the exam.. but i know in reality, right here right now it wouldnt happen.

I even wanted to just sit in the room of the examiner and just feel the nerves i wouldve felt. Because no matter how nerve-racking it may be, i would feel that sense of relief in my mind because i endured it the right way. the tough way. Taking the easy way out was never right, bcos i had a goodfrend constantly remind me, but even wen i let him down in telling him taht i dropped out, he was still happy for me.

So thanks for the crazy,happy,spastic,caring,serious,rational people in my life who guide me and steer me around ^^