Growing up gets to the point where you understand when to walk away from things your frends are doing to make sure your still directing yourself down the right path.
the hsc is about support and achiev ing all our dreams, indirectly a portion of your dream is in the hands on all the people sittin around you, and so are theres in yours. rememeber to support even when others are keeping it to themselves.
some maybe academic but mostly its just emotionally.
maybe im jst bloodly blind, but theres soo mch bitching amongst our grade going on atm... i dont get it. isnt now the time when everything dies down and we bring it to the side to help each other up ? but i guess the self-centreness is really bringing us down, and showing many of the ugly sides i never wished to see.
many of us are bringing things on ourselves really just to have an accuse to break down and be sad bcos deep inside, wer all alittle scared of speeding full steam ahead in life. everything gets magnified and is just so much scarier. THe beginning of many lasts have begun amd its getting sad and tense round here...
bringing me more into jst wanting to create a space of my own. away from the school drama and even little imperfections of life long frendships outta school. but even when im in my own space, it still floats around, life long frendships becoming shallow, "secrets for my benefit", no time, no simple daes, no more jst ringing to say hi & giggles.
i dont want the : wahtchu doing, and the social civil shallow talk... i dont want the: we'll have time later to fix things up, i dont want the: im sure after all this, it'll be alright.
but hey.. thats just me being selfish.
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