everytypa-personinmylife:)

Yay, bro your back todae ! i truely truely truely missed you my bestest homiie ! All my worries and sadness have vanished and evaporated since i saw you this morning ^^ hehe ily ♥

yeshterdae, i received an email for devotion. It was not titled, nor did it contain 3 receivers. Only me. Left me thinking, has things changed? or maybe its just me.

But i guess, devotion is suppose to be a personal thing. So even tho i was cut a little bit inside, im still relieved that im doing this. BECAUSE AT FIRST, i needed the push, needed the constant nagging to get something done, but slowly it became about who i did it with, not WHO im doing it for. So this is a wake up call for me :)

BUt, even on sundae nite. Someone told me how much they valued the company of 'the4ofus' because she has read how in your spiritual walk, there needs to be taht inner group to share ur deepest worries + spiritual experiences.

well, iloveyouguys ♥♥♥ (1 haert for yous each) and i guess, this is one particular part of my routine i wanna alwaes keep.

Todae is alwaes the original date of my piano exam... i completely forgot about it until gabs played piano in rollcall.... i felt kinda ashamed and not as relieved as i first was wen i escaped. I wanna button for me to replay my life if i didnt quit and bravely stepped into the exam, and how proud i would be to see myself walk into the exam.. but i know in reality, right here right now it wouldnt happen.

I even wanted to just sit in the room of the examiner and just feel the nerves i wouldve felt. Because no matter how nerve-racking it may be, i would feel that sense of relief in my mind because i endured it the right way. the tough way. Taking the easy way out was never right, bcos i had a goodfrend constantly remind me, but even wen i let him down in telling him taht i dropped out, he was still happy for me.

So thanks for the crazy,happy,spastic,caring,serious,rational people in my life who guide me and steer me around ^^