Some things make you feel truely blessed. frends family love
But some things you take on as a duty. to love to share to care. I say to myself i love doing this, its no longer a duty. & i still believe in such an idea. But it left me thinking :
Am i doing this to seek approval? or am i truely whole-heartly doing it to help & include others? Is it really a hidden duty or is it something i do to please myself and ease myself from guilt?
But i found, at the beginning i did do it to please others but as it grew on me, i found the happiness that i get from knowing this person's life has been brightened by my efforts because of Gods guidance, and how even if it was just a glimpse, they COULDVE seen a touch of my heavenly Father thru me ? made my heart leap.
Its a happiness that can NEVER EVER EVER BE REPLACED. i dunro how to explain it ><>
ive found my place to serve for now, and i hope when im ready, God will load more onto my back to glorify His Name.
I Love You Lord<3
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