moment i n history ♥

Havent blogged since yearsix :X but lately, ive decided events/moments/stuff should be noted down for keepsafe before things in the memorybox wear out. So here goes nothing! My first offical blog that counts :)

exactly todae, right here right now.

Back-tracking to ydae,

A promise is a promise, and pinky promises are extra-hard to keep because they are extra speshial too. Ydae was Day1 for a pinky promise im trying to keep to a certain someone because its something i said id do for 1 month. (hopefully if im capable, id carry it on )

Ive alwaes said id try and do it, but never really took it to haert because it just seemed so easy to fail, so easy to find excuses. But because of a very moving/motivational talk last nite from certain people, and a certain someone told me his aim in life, the goal he carries everywhere will him, I, personally found a new kind of respect for him as a frend and even tho he might'nt know, his a new rolemodel to me.

My excuses were from the doubt ive had. The 'fake/non-actionable' promises i had to carry on, but the way he said : " I know you can do it, because your the one frend i noe taht could carry it on " made me tear inside. Because after he said it, i found myself thinking : how could I let him down, how could i possibily be sucha bad frend.

So heres this to you, you know who you are :) to a frend, to a new rolemodel :) <3>