momentswrittendown♥

feel so ... i dunro how to explain.

not quite sad, not quite upset, but sorta pathetic.

todae the subjects of " girls alwaes loves fags first " was brought up. - people were sharing their issues, experiences or watever. and a name kept getting brought up. bcos it was just some random they knew about, and he was known or classified as a " fag " but amongst all the discussion, all i thought about was someone else.

He was everything V sed a fag was.. just he was never a fag to me... so even until now, no matter how many times ive sed i have, i havent really gotten over it.

i really miss it. no matter how many fags have, or may leave footprints in my life? this one seemed to overpower all of them... seemed sooo stupid bcos it all happened when i was younger and it seemed like nothing back them was even considered as serious... but ive noticed every relo/ nearly relo i had ive compared every single one to that one...

so yeh... what is it about a fag that makes him so unforgetable i dunro & now i just feel pathetic, bcos this yr8 girl sharing her story todae? she seems so completely over it & over the situation and back on track & here i am still dragging on after ... 2 yrs

heh. how pathetic right ?