A, MANY KISSES ALL THE WAY TO FRANCE D:

ohemgee im tired.

saw people todae :) *thumbs up* was gonna go to volleyball to see C , but then last minute bbal was cancelled & stuff stuff so i ended up not going, then he ended up going thinking everi1 was going, then it was all a bigfat confusion... hehe anwiaes... and i didnt get to see A...but yeh..

lol

man, p-loser ruined my nite tonite : first thing as soon as we talk : ' we have 10 daes till skool left ! '

omg bro... best warning in the world.. NOT ! im scared to see your face bcos aparently we have the same colour of hair.. and im like: OHMGOSHHH that reminds me of waht happened in yr8...

but thats something i should forget and let go . (hehe)

back to A .... shes going to FRANCE TO DEFERE FOR A YR BCOS SHES OMGOHSHHHH >< btw, shes flying loiek .. TOMORRROW !?

i thought she was still hanging around for her gap yr.. but she thought i knew..
and mannng, i couldve seen her todae if i wasnt so lazy in not going to volleyball ........ *heart cracks*

so yehh... sleepy but too heartbroken to sleep..

too much to take in , in one nite..
aww todae was some1 speshials 21st celebration :) sooo a bigfatshoutout to you ! if your reading this :) , which your prob not, so im just talking to myself *heh*

im sorry if i seemed out of it... or disinterested in moments, i was so exhausted but all mixed altogether and something, i forgot how to react..

todae.. well... K came up to tell me id hate him.. i couldnt think of it.. but i think some1 told me the reason.. not sure if its the right reason but... im disapointed but ... not much to hate.. but still...

"disapointed " is sucha.... hurtful word...

vinhs used it twice on me... the first time bcos of the sleepover incident with looking dead at service.. and the other one tonite :

Cho: " what IF she really does go-out with him "
Vinh: -look at me- " then id be truthfully and truely disapointed "

i know whatever i say wont work ? but i know nothing will happpen, but i guess he still doesnt believe me.

im tired.. but i cant get to sleep so im prob just babbling on, maybe you should stop reading this, bcos its just completely nothing...