shhhhhhh~ studytime ♥

todae was good :)

even tho my brains cry-ing bcos of legal & maths ext. ?

todae was good :)

had maths (wasnt too bad)
train ride :) things are getting better. comfortable not perfect but comfortable enough to keep it to ourselves
sleep + food
studies :\ but everythingelse is great.

tomrorow is legal then maths ext. after that no exams.

but engrish ext assess. and then Ls :S

i hope i survive this week, bcos your the reason i survive to reach the other end of the week <3

awmygorsh. lonefish

mygorsh.. i miss you guys. clearly once a week or sometimes twice is not nearly enough :C

but i learnt.. i shouldnt be going bcos of the ppl but rather for God :) but... it is very lonefish without you guys.... :C sadfish...

ive counted up to 7 ppl hassl-ing me about CJCAMP2010... fml dim suen ler ?

but JK has given me a good 7 daes from todae to tell him and decide.. waht to do waht to do ><

oh weels.. back to being a nerdfish 8D gl anyone who has exams...

oh P.S. A.TIBBS spoke todae. he wasnt so badd... maybe its bcos we havent had him for a while... or maybe my attention span when i was a little kiddie was way way shorter than now ? but i reakon it was very enjoyable and quite good :)

hope he didnt feel like an outside.. and still felt our love as a community :l



V: "pray for those who has been part of this and has walked away or left, bcos the ppl who has heard about Him yet walked away and decided on living an independant life from Him, have it far worse than those who have never known Him "

princess & the frog scene

princess & the frog, the most realistic yet magical disney princess movie ever.

a movie of independance and magical, both work-ing out in a contradict-ing plot.

ignoreignoreignore

ignorance is bliss.
but
ignorance could also mean stupidity.

im sorry i did all that to let you know... over read-ing everything in between, just to find out it was nothing.

silly me. goes to show how irrational i am in every situation aye...

somethings you remain happy bcos you never knew it happend. but when you know the thing you dont know can hurt you ... but you know you want to know but shouldnt ? it hurts aniwaes.

sounds so confusion. " if dotdotdot was an expression, im sure feel-ing it atm "

- i i i cant decide. what to do. feels like all situations inter-connect in some way. and their obstcle is me :C feels quite horrible. to know in all situtions, i kept look-ing for the source to 'resolve' find-ing the very last step lead straight back to myself

defeated

bigbigBIG domo-kun ?

i must admit .. ive seen aloota domo-kuns in my life. none as big as this ! :O not the cutest tho...

its cold

i dunro if tis just me ? or its cold or something..
but i feel like the hole in my haert where you useta stand ? is letting a lotta cold air thru... its not like my haert is cold now ... bcos that will be very sad... but its missing soemthing :C

(y) so shallow, so crude, so true >;P

time for bestfrends (hehe) spongebob + patrick

dangl-ing on a lifeline

urban dictionary entry O4FEB2O1O

some1 put me on urban dictionary..
okokay make im being ego-istic , maybe its not about me butttt~

mr/ms mysterious person? thanks ? but its very scary. please fess up :)

fcuk this shit

im delete-ing everything >:C

every message, every msn convo, everything!

stuff you for being a pussy and not hack-ing it like a man. and being a woman about it and not talk-ing it through. exams are no excuse. if im man enough to talk about it so should you! at the end of the dae? im nt gna go soft and make excuses for myself nor you. this is it. im not gna try and save anything. im prepared to see it get ugly, crash and burn.

dont come crawl-ing back saying ' sorry bby, and all that shit ' bcos im not tak-ing it animore. ' im gna make it up to ' fcuk this. im gna wait how creative you get with ur apologys before i tell it to your face that its fckn gna stop right here.

this is waht i call ; a pretty BIG FAT mistake with a beautifully UGLY end-ing !

stylish yums

couldnt go to sleep last nite, so i thought id right it down in advance. and when i got a chance tonite.. while ur not online.. give you this offline message. bcos im too scared to tell you in person or even when ur online.. afraid youd reply... then id never be able to finish.

but during the dae things we did things we say kept making me think.. should i still do it ? -sighs- but then while i was mingling thru my thoughts in teh shower i thought : if i didnt see him offline the moment i signed in ? il do it. but im too scared to: so here it goes

i dunro when this started, but i realised we rally dont talk animore... im pretty sure im not the only ones who realised it, & im sure if we mentioned it, others could say they saw this happen. I remember when i said this to you before.. & you replied you wer just busy or w.e & that i should never let that thought in my head bcos... then i realised im the selfish frend... & that it still wont leave my mind how we used to talk alot about everything and nothing but now, sometimes or eevn not often... we may manage a hi or bye..

im so glad at least you have peopel like J + L etc taht you still talk to.. i dunro if its just me? or .. have we drifted apart?

I know i wouldnt be able to pull of telling you this in person ... & thats why i have arrived at ths. Hope your not maad. bcos frends are honest.. and i guess i just needed you to know ?
You promised we wont get mad at each other? I proved you rong.. bcos i was kinda mad at us being so busy that we dont even talk animore.. But w/e right? ... nothing can be done now

apple of an eye?

hahaha.. tiffs reasons foh each princess.

j: " wahts an apple of the eye? like a coldsore? "

thanksyou :$

hehe, thankyou :$
your the one whos reminded me waht feel-ing shy means.
your the one who reminds me how it feels to have to think&worry before starrt-ing a conversation
and how it feels to think of some1 soo many times a dae, you wish youd have spent that time study-ing instead.
your the one who makes me think, omfg... if only youd think of me the same way i do ~
your the one who makes me laugh at anything you say
your the one who makes me tingle inside everytime we talk

and everytime we talk and laugh, it makes my dae.

i hope its not just a feel-ing :) but hopefully a prosperous frendship at the end of the dae...

a kiss

a kiss is the persecution for the child,
ecstasy for the youth,

and homage for the old.